Yearning for water. During the 12 years I’ve lived in my small town, there have been long periods of drought. The past year has been extremely hot and dry – like much of the central part of the country. 2013 appears to be continuing that aridness. Astrologically, I have most of my personal planets in water. Living here at times has felt like my own alchemical retort – my psyche being heated up and then heated up more. I will acknowledge that’s it’s been a necessary part of my inner journey. And yet, I still dream of water – ocean, lakes, rivers, streams, rain, snow and even ice. Some very strong part of me wants to live near water. Living here has been valuable, perhaps vital. But still – “This is not my home”.
Re-reading what I just wrote – it sounds superficial and I don’t know how to “say” it differently yet. Hopefully, insights will come.